Its been only two weeks since I have started working but life seems to have changed entirely. Nothing absolutely nothing feels the same. I am discovering new things about myself, my likes and dislikes are becoming more clearer, I am developing new interests and I am also moving away from few things which I thought I liked earlier.
Its not so much about the job as it is about me adjusting to an entirely new scenario. Its strange but true that during the end of college days I desperately wanted to become a working professional but once in the profession, I am beginning to question my capabilities. I wonder if I am mature enough to fit into the professional environment.
I so miss those care free days with friends in the college. The times we bunked classes just to sit and argue over the same old topics(with the same outcome ofcourse ie No Consensus..!!), the times when five different brains instantly thought to go to a particular restaurant simultaneously, the times we explored every nook and corner of the college just to stay away from the eyes of our HOD, the times which were full of fun and masti with no responsibilities and worries except the omnipresent anxiety of getting placed.
Looking back and cherishing those memories I wish I could remain a student forever. I so miss my school days, the college days and especially the IIMC days. Sometimes I laugh at my ignorance. I didnt realise then that my years spent in school and college were not just any years but moments which will make me nostalgic everytime I would think about them. I never imagined that the times I cried will make me laugh and the times I laughed will bring tears.
(This end is the beginning of a new journey and I am sure there are many more lessons to be learnt)
Sunday, April 18, 2010
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